Thursday, June 28, 2007

Bored to death...

well...nearly. I should be doing some important reading right now...but what the heck, I have always been the last minute person...yet to pay for that...maybe its this time!

I'm so bored...ok I said that before...what can I do to get a life? Hmmm...no, I can't arbitly ask my neighbour to start performing for me...I can't listen to music all day long either. Sleep? I do that most of the time. Eat? My extra large figure says it all!

So why am I so lazy? Its not like I don't do stuff. I was out of town last week, partied some days ago. That reminds me, I wore heels after all most 2 months and I couldnt walk for 2 days! My feet were so sore! Anyway, im digressing. yeah, what do I do? I was treated by a friend to a sumptuous breakfast a few days ago...I go out for cold coffee almost everyday...I have friends visiting me...but its still so boring...I get online and see the same people, um...friends actually...and I get so tempted to just erase them all from my contact list...but for what reason? I don't know. This is so weird. I would have never dreamt to have felt like this but here I am, saying it out loud. I sure hope something happens soon...Do I sound selfish and unsatisfied? I don't know.

I was thinking...
1st...best friend.
2nd...pychopathic.
3rd...heart breaker and bastard.
4th...I wonder.

Something I saw when I was out on a walk the other day:
Float away...

escapism...elusion...recoil...evade...runway...forget...erase...obliterate...whatever.

Disc playing Sulk by Radiohead right now: You bite through the big wall, the big wall bites back. You just sit there and sulk, sit there and bawl

How Apt.

2 comments:

Ricky said...

Hmmmm...I would have to say that I was not expecting a post of such nature. First of all, Best of Luck for your exam, do well.

Secondly, We need to talk... :P

Marlee said...

@ Ricky: exam...um...fuller details coming thru a mail...it was ok.

Talk? me game...im the chatterbox :-D