Thursday, February 08, 2007

Missing...


Its morning time but rather late coz I havent slept all night. Being sick is not the best things to be happening to a singleton living alone. Havent been able to sleep. Been thinking, worrying , remembering and missing loads of things and people.

The one person I miss the most is Lizzie, my pet dog. We lost her on the 29th of Jan. Lizzie, I hope that you're safe and happy in heaven. I hope you made some friends and dont let anyone bully you ok? Thinking of you brings tears, smiles and more tears. I cant help but talk about the antics you did until your last days with Ma. You became the central figure in the family. You were the child for Ma n Pa while I was away. You made our days filled with laughter and funny moments. And now that you're not there its like this void in our lives that can never be replaced. Its just so unbelievable that your not there. Im going to miss you so much when I go home. Even more when I'll have to walk into the house without you rushing to welcome me and then me carrying you in my arms. I can't imagine sleeping without you in my room. Who's going lick my face and wake me up every morning? I'll miss taking you for walks. I hate it that you had to endure so much of pain because of your illness but even in your last moments you were trying so hard to be strong and cheerful. How do I tell you that it hurts so much not to have you anymore? The tears wont stop now. You'll always be my first baby, my kid sister :) who couldnt talk but was great anyway! Here's a Thank You to you for all the fond memories and love that your presence filled our lives with. Love you. Be happy, always.

9 comments:

Ricky said...

You made me choke up. We also lost our Milo few years ago. He was almost like my second kiddo brother. My Mom still prays for him on his Birthday. She was very close to him. I was mostly away but would always play every night before sleeping. He indeed filled some part of me and my brother when we left home.

I am sure your Lizzie must have met my Milo in heaven. He was a big flirt waise. He had 2 gfs at same time, so you can imagine...he he

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Marlee said...

Ricky: I do hope Lizzie's met Milo! Told my parents about Milo, made them laugh :-)

Mehak said...

Hey Lizzie has company up there ...there is Milo..& Muttley..We lost our baby Muttley on 11th Nov'06....He too had a real painful last days..Dad still cries at the mention of his name...so, we all just don't talk about Muttley anymore.

btw, am back in Chennai..& take care of the urself...the chilly weather is back in Delhi.

Pete said...

http://img461.imageshack.us/img461/9900/12022007307hs0.jpg

made me think of my sooz....here she is in her last few weeks of life...having the cockatiel bully her...as charlie watched on!


(pic is a pic of a pic..hence the por quality)

im sorry i missed the call hun.

Marlee said...

Mehak: Welcome back girl :-)

Pete: Forgiven! Susie's cute but i think Charlie's cuter noh? :-)

Ricky said...

Let me elaborate about the Milo story. He had a quadruple love story. Ok, so the story goes like this.

We have an apartment on second floor. So, there was a she-dog on the ground floor. Now, our Milo was very loud but whenever that doggie on ground floor will bark, he would go quiet. We never knew her name but whenever she would bark, she would tilt her head on one side, so we would call her "tere gardan"...he he.

Now, on our walks, we would meet a twin sis jodi, Whiskey and Brandy. Now Milo liked Brandy but Whiskey liked Milo and it would be so fun to see them going behind each other in circles..he he.

Marlee said...

Ricky, im Laughing Out LOud (LOL) at work at 5 in the morning! :-) thanks buddy. So Milo did have a lot of attention frm all the ladies!